dean & castiel || tear me down [+15x09]

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"My faith is shaken, but I still believe
This is you, this is me, this is all we need
So won't you stay a while?
And hold me while you wait" ♥

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I'm so tired, my laptop is killing me and this video was so freaking hard to make. but I couldn't sleep until I got this up, so here it is.

It's been way too long since my last destiel video, considering how much I love them. I basically vid them constantly, I just never finish any of the projects because I hate them all. they have 11 years of footage, and I will never be able to tell their story the way it deserves to get told, but I'm still glad I managed to finish this video because maybe now the song will stop making me depressed over them. lol.
they love each other so much, there's so much depth in their relationship, so much pain and guilt and bitterness, but also so much hope and faith and genuine love and there'll never be a day when they won't be able to destroy me with one scene. they really are one of my oldest otps, and I'm feeling my attachment to them now that the show is ending more than ever.

this video is full of s15 angst because honestly, I loved it. they do angst so well, no other couple will ever come close to the way you can see more than a decade of history in their eyes when they fight, or when they hug and make up, or when dean actually goes down on his fucking knee to pray to cas and apologise for letting him go (all I have to say about the prayer scene is: what the fuck).
the prayer, i.e dean crying his eyes out, kinda leads through the video, but then the last 30 seconds are complete mess of random scenes/quotes and I am sorry for that, it's just really hard for me not to include my favourite scenes, but they have so many of them. also, purgatory!! the parallels!! i'm still crying!!

I'd say give them a happy ending but lmao I'm not that delusional, so give me more angst and I'm good. ♥

"I should've stopped you. you're my best friend but I just let you go" I live here now, bye.



Couple: Dean & Castiel
Show: Supernatural
Song:    • Lewis Capaldi - Hold Me While You Wait (Ly...  
Editing: Malagenabolakaful
Colouring: Crawl by kindon18 ♥

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