jennie ⚬ taehyung ⚬ irene - lust for life (heartbreak au)

So this was supposed to come out two days ago on my birthday like all the other times I uploaded on the 12th for the past... 3 years now, I guess? Wow, time sure flies...but not my subscriber count. Geez, what's a girl got to do to get more subscribers.

Anyway, this video was something that I hadn't actually planned much for besides the ending and the song and the couple. Then I actually started on it and it worked for a while. But I guess so many parts of it felt forced to me when I worked on it. I had to shelve a lot of completed portions of it because they just didn't give off the vibes I wanted. That and it felt extremely cringey at times. I like maudlin and angst filled drama in a love triangle as much as the next person, but this was too much.

Thankfully I just to had to cut and dry a few parts until it started to suit the story and it turned out okay, though it took a while to do that. Even still, I can safely say that this video was extremely forced for me, out of all the others. Maybe cause I had very little time to work on it and there wasn't any divine inspiration for this one like many others. I was also sick in the middle and I had to entertain guests (my brother and sister and their respective families were at home for the weekend). That and since I had taken a 3-month long break (more like studies were kicking my ass and I didn't have time to do anything else). So I had to come out with two videos, one for the birthday and one for kicks.

The first one came out a week or so ago and I had thought that I could've waited to upload that one on my birthday and call it a day, but noooo, I wanted a Tae exclusive one. So here ya go. It's...good-ish. The cover is dope though.

I was planning on releasing a dub one in the middle but that one's gonna have to wait, I need to fine tune it and watch this one garner some positive views.

Enjoy, all.

song used: lana del rey - lust for life (demo version)
software used: sony vegas pro 17