Gaustad - Monster - PILLBX: Episode 5

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Official music video for “Monster” by Gaustad

If you could change your life in an instant, would you do it? ✨💊 PILLBX: Whts ur fantasy?

Lead Role: Gaustad
Featuring: Eva Cudmore, Spencer Wuah, Katie Kelly

Directed by Van Alpert
Concept by Gaustad and Van Alpert
Written by Gaustad
Director of Photography: Dannel Escallon
1st Assistant Director: Kirsten Knisely
Executive Producer: Cristina Carlino
Production Companies: Allday Everyday
Production: Tom O’Connell
Producer: Lisa Arianna
Production Supervisor: Julio Mata Jr.
Production Manager: Christine Park
Production Designer: Briana Gonzales
Art Coordinator: Regina Fernandes
Choreographer: Travis Payne & Derrell Bullock
Editors: Pete Larsen, Norlo Carey, Jeremy Johnstone

MU Artist: Jo Baker
Hairstylist: Kylee Heath
Nails: Tom Bachik
Stylist: Laura Sophie Cox

Artist Management: Ira Brian Miller

“Monster”
Performed by Gaustad
Written by Gaustad and Andy Seltzer
Produced by Andy Seltzer
Mixed and Engineered by Billy Centenaro

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Lyrics
She said hey
What’s up
Haven’t seen you
Are you alone
Where’s your boyfriend?
Where’s your girlfriend?
At home?
Do they know?
That you’re with me
And we're drinking
Got my hands all over your feelings
Knowing that I soothe your demons  
Promise that I’ll keep it our secret

I met her on my worst night
She took away my pain 3 times
The biggest mistake of my life felt so right

Now I feel like a monster,
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
So keep pouring the vodka
It’s sweeter than my problems
Wish I never loved you
Wish I had a drug to
Take it back and change the past
Slow it down don’t go so fast
Think before I hurt you again  
Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you

I said hey
I messed up
I didn’t mean it
I wasn’t thinking
About you
Or your feelings
I was just scared of you leaving
So I gave you
A reason
To hate me
To get even
We’re broken
Can you see it?
I love you so much yet we’re screaming

I met her on my worst night
She took away my pain 3 times
The biggest mistake of my life felt so right

Now I feel like a monster,
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
So keep pouring the vodka
It’s sweeter than my problems
Wish I never loved you
Wish I had a drug to
Take it back and change the past
Slow it down don’t go so fast
Think before I hurt you again  
Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
Too

Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
So keep pouring the vodka
It’s sweeter than my problems
Wish I never loved you
Wish I had a drug to
Take it back and change the past
Slow it down don’t go so fast
Think before I hurt you again  
Now I feel like a monster
I could blame my trauma
But I’ve already lost you
I’ve already lost you
Too

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