12. Is What I Am

They said
A little Steam Off wouldn't really hurt
Yet I found myself crying out for more
I hate it, I love it, I leave it, I try again
The Cycle starts another day

The weeks come by and it seems all wrong
But it feels so right to push all those thoughts
A loud voice, a moment, a old friend, nothing to hate
It's just a way to scare away
—
Hell is a homeland, and it seems to be waiting for me
But I wouldn't mind to save some space
For the people that brought to me
(Eye for eye it is)
—
(I am)
A flawed man with intrusive thoughts
And I can't be saved by the old times toys
The kid, the dream, the love, the peace I gave
Are long long long long dead

Made those painful calls
Silent on the phone
Tried my best for years
It never seemed enough
—
Hell is a homeland, and it seems to be waiting for me
But I wouldn't mind to save some space
For the people that brought to me
(Eye for eye it is)
—
And There it isn't, It's my peace of mind
I might let it rest, and steal the criminal's time
It might sound so out of place, out of mind
But trust me, this ain't half of what I've got
—
In my… mind

Cause I know you
(You've heard it all)
Cause I know you
(All done before)
Cause I know you
(You have been warned)
Cause I know you
(See you, Space Cowboy)

It ain't so complex, it ain't really rude

It's just another life
—
And There it isn't, It's my peace of mind
I might let it rest, and steal the criminal's time
It might sound so out of place, out of mind
But trust me, this ain't half of what I've got

In my mind, nothing looks like your sight
I'm pretty sure you and I might clash
So if I say fuck off and you complain
Let me tell you, I won't change cause this

Is What I Am
Is What I Am
Is What I Am
Is What I Am