Astronauts ♡ English Cover【rachie】 アストロノーツ

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this song hits hard for me.

i don't remember a time where i haven't thought i was a let down. even now, these are the thoughts i struggle with the most. no matter what i do to patch things up, i never feel like i've done enough, that i'm never sorry enough, that i'll never be good enough.

it's like my mistakes are put on constant replay in my head with only a few lines of voiceover, mainly, "you only let people down", "it'll always be this way", "there is no escape"...
hyper critical of all my flaws, i'm my own worst critic. and so i'm always thinking that maybe if i wasn't like this, if i wasn't me... heck, maybe if i didn't exist, then maybe everyone i care about would be better off.

but what i've come to realise over time is that they don't see it that way. and in a rare moment of non-depression, i realised that i don't want to see myself that way either.

moving on is so, so difficult. often times it's too draining to let go of the sad feelings you felt so strongly, but deep down i know it isn't healthy and i need to do it. there's no use thinking of the past and what i could have done better when i think(?) there's a future waiting for me up ahead if i just start walking, so i do just that -- start walking.

i might trip a lot, there might be a lot of things that will try to pull me backwards, but i'll cover my eyes and ears against them and keep walking. unlike what a certain khaleesi said, i don't think it's bad to stop and look back every once in a while. i believe that people can grow and change for the better. by looking back, you can see how much you've grown. and perhaps, it can give you the push to keep move forward toward happier days.

... or something like that. i've never been good at expressing myself through words and i'm not exactly the smartest kid on the block. if you've made it this far, thank you so much for reading my curhat/vent.
and thank you so much again for supporting me always.

thank you to sayri as well for helping me with the lyrics, it wouldn't have been this great without her! please follow channel in the link yeah?


... also, I had no idea but tomorrow will be the anniversary of siina mota's death. i unfortunately only found this song after he'd passed, but thank you so much for bringing joy to the community with your music while you were here.


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▪︎ Original: siina mota http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/nm14629738
▪︎ Translation Ref: damesukekun (   / damesukekun  )
▪︎ Lyrics, mix, singing: rachie
▪︎ Lyrics: Sayri (   / @sayriris  )


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✿ mp3 ✿
http://www.mediafire.com/file/2qyswuj...


✻ Lyrics ✻
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1f...