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#我遇见帕尔瓦蒂女神 - 我痛骂我的第三眼!
#I Meet Goddess Parvati - I scolded my third eye!

2014年21天的课程，在一天的打坐，我遇见了帕尔瓦蒂女神!
During the 21-day course in 2014, I met Goddess Parvati during one day of meditation!

首先，我是看到金光闪闪的南迪。南迪为印度教体系中湿婆的坐骑，为湿婆最忠实的信徒，以及湿婆与喜玛拉雅山的守门神，不仅是象征欢喜的神祇，也是印度教四天王所率领的八种鬼神中的领袖。
First, I saw the golden Nandi. Nandi is the mount of Shiva in the Hindu system, the most loyal believer of Shiva, and the guardian of Shiva and the Himalayas. He is not only a god of joy, but also the leader of the eight kinds of ghosts led by the four kings of Hinduism.

站在南迪旁边的是帕尔瓦蒂女神! 帕尔瓦蒂女神身穿白色金边的纱丽! 她很漂亮!
Standing next to Nandi is Goddess Parvati! Goddess Parvati is wearing a white sari with gold borders! She is very beautiful!

之后又到分享环节。我举手分享我所见到的，并问师父这代表什么? 结果被师父莫名其妙地怒骂了一顿。之后师父就离开课堂。
Then it was time for sharing. I raised my hand to share what I had seen and asked the master what it meant. The master scolded me for no apparent reason and then left the class.

因为被师父怒骂，结果我被一骂成名。有许多人过来跟我道喜。他们告诉我，我是新学员，通常师父是不会骂新学员的。他们还说，你跟师父的缘分一定不浅，所以才会被骂!
Because of the Master's scolding, I became famous. Many people came to congratulate me. They told me that I was a new student and Master usually wouldn't scold new students. They also said that you must have a deep connection with Master, that's why you were scolded!

其实当被师父骂时，我就立刻骂我的第三眼。都是因为你，乱乱看，害我被师父骂。因为被师父骂太害怕，接下来师父说什么，我都已经听不进了。
In fact, when Master scolded me, I immediately scolded my third eye. It was all because of you, because you looked randomly, that Master scolded me. Because I was so scared of Master scolding me, I couldn't listen to what Master said next.

我当时甚至告诉自己，我不要再去上课了。哈哈哈，结果我一次又一次地去上课。
I even told myself that I would not go to class anymore. Hahahaha, but I ended up going to class again and again.

我还说我不想靠近师父，师父千万不要点化我。结果师父真的有几天没有给我们点化。过来几天，总于有点化了，我迟迟不敢上台。
I also said that I didn’t want to be close to Master and that Master must not initiate me. As a result, Master really didn’t initiate us for a few days. After a few days, Master finally come for initiation, but I was still hesitant to go on stage.

最终我还是上台接受师父的点化。师父很温和地说，"我跟你圆满!"
Finally, I went up to the stage to receive Master's initiation. Master said very gently, "I Complete With You!"

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