Revenge of my ex 💔

Even tho I broke up with him a few months ago, the agony inflicted on my shattered heart still lingers intensely as if my heart just broke yesterday.

I knew i have to face him again eventually, and finally end this nightmare. It’s difficult to bring myself to do this..after all love is pain, pain is love. Emotions are what makes us human. It’s also what makes me vulnerable and weak…

Why do I still have feelings for a man who doesn’t give a flip abt me?

Sigh, I know I deserve better I knew I shld just let him go…my friends kept telling me sparing any thought abt him, for good or for bad will not make me happier…but I still ponder abt those last few words I said before taking off the wedding ring…

I wonder, maybe if I’d say something differently, maybe if I just pushed through even further, maybe if I try to understand him more, things could’ve end up much differently.

“If he does care he would’ve asked” is a common adage criticising men’s lack of proaction to show empathy to their significant other…but I’m starting to wonder if I’m the problem instead…

Either way, it was pretty shitty to leave me home alone for weeks, with him doing god knows what…

whatever. Time to put this rollercoaster of emotions out of commission. If ur life is rock bottom, it can only go up from there. Im sure the women’s dating pool is better… ✨ 🤞

I’m using defence only, meaning I can only bring defensive equipment. I can't bring buffs, upgraded weapons, legion arms, pulse cells etc.

Ok weapon, not the worst but charge R2 come really late so I get hit pretty often when using that atk. first and 2nd FA are amazing tho. 1st FA unfortunately have a deceptively short range but it's fast enough to stagger arle reliably