November: winter mornings, make-up appointments, catch up's

Heeeeey guys - late uploading what's actually new BUT November, all in all was a good month.

In this vlog I discuss struggling with motivation, low energy levels and the general difficulty around just getting out of bed and getting into go mode that comes with the Winter mornings. I discuss becoming okay with doing 'nothing' and leaning into rest and digest mode more often being someone that has had constant productivity engrained into them with the sub-conscious habit of avoiding feeling & thinking (yet to discover why fully!). On that note, I started to attend counselling and have had major self realisations and awakenings to many things; including the self destructive tendencies I can fall into and had fallen into for over two months there. Theres also a mix of beauty related chats, clips of mundane things I've gotten up to, some pretty scenic clips and some food clips too (OBVIOUSLY).

Anyhoo, I've chatted a lot in this vlog and will be going forward in other vlogs to share more of myself and who I actually am :)

Happiest of christmases, Decembers vlog is being edited next and it's a big 'un - so I'm going to do part 1 & 2!

Saoirse x

Music by kaveesha Senanayake from Pixabay