Promised Memories (Tf2 Spy Frag Movie)

Hey its been a while. This took 8 months to work on. When i made the dojo with lay and started to win advance, i was going through some real shit with family. I don't think i should write any of it down since it has been rough but i might talk about it if i do a video talking about stuff. I think it would be a good time to talk as well since it only seems like things are getting worse in my life. I was thinking of taking a break before but i had wanted to win and play invite to finally be done with the game and take a mental break. But my family had put down more unnecessary guilt on me to take a break from the season. I still want to play at least once in invite since i only got to sub. I always think people have some vendetta against me with the things i do (maybe its also just me not accepting myself). So i'm always thinking i'm going to miss something that i didn't do and i will always regret not doing it. That's the main reason I've been so obsessive and repetitive because I'm worried of missing out on things. I wanted to leave this legacy for others that wouldn't be forgotten and i intend on continuing that. But i also wanted to say that not everything lasts forever. As much as i look on the positive of my life, i cant help but be stressed of things around me. So if u don't see things happen on the channel, I'm probably taking a break. But if i'm not, just know i'm not ok sometimes and that i'm also unaware of my own health. I'm trying to look after myself but it can be really hard sometimes.
Clips from Season 7 Advance Officials/Scrims, Invite Prolander Cup, and Tf2connect 6's(lol)

Songs-
0:00 Avey Tare: Saturdays (Again)
4:49 Aphex Twin: IZ-US
8:27 Brockhampton: IFL
11:03 Mum: K/Half Noise
17:21 Black Moth Super Rainbow: Hazy Field People
20:44 Aphex Twin: Stone in Focus

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