Jaded - Demo (visualizer)

You know one of the biggest things I can tell you that I’ve been scared of is..fear of judgment. I’ve been so caught up in what others think about me for a while. And it’s so hard to rewire your brain, especially if you grew up people pleasing your whole life. It’s not a place I wanna live in. Why should I continue to live my life that way? Why should WE continue to live that way? We shouldn’t. I wrote this song because I feel I am following a very different path than most and I’m sure there are plenty of us here doing the same. I feel misunderstood in my journey where some can’t understand at all. So I have to be mentally strong and think for myself. sometimes your pockets run empty and you’re literally hoping and wishing for that one day to come where all of your hard work pays off. And I know that one day it will, but some days, yea, I do feel jaded. Not all the time, but sometimes. When I felt it bad the other day I wrote this song in 30 minutes. I believe if us creatives continue and never ever stop, that jaded feeling is gonna go away. There is no shame in picking up a job while following your dreams. There is no shame in restarting over and over again. Just as long as you make a plan and see it through and you learn each time, you’re on the right path. I truthfully believe if you don’t stop, well the only place you can go is up north no matter how long it takes.

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