"Someone Like You" || Deckerstar || Lucifer 2x11

{WATCH IN HD!}

slowly pushes the DeckerStar in your general direction
whispers doyoushipityet X'D

HI THERE C': Goddammit I love this showwww♥♥
SO I watched the most recent episode a few days ago and o mFUCKING L O R D ITFINALLYHAPPENED.
THE. KISS. FINALLY. FUCKING. HAPPENED.
MY LIFE IS COMPLETE.♥

Apologies if the voice-overs are distracting from the video at all, but I kind of wanted them to be the general focus for this compared to the song so laughs awkwardly
thisistrashbutidon'tcare.
I wanted to make a video with this damn episode s o- That's what you're looking at right now.
THEDECKERSTARFEELS. GOSHDARNIT.
I love that Mama Morningstar is actually accepting of them now, haha. Even if she's just using them both for her own personal gain but h ey- she's a pile of garbage so- Believe it or not I do like her tho. Honestly I think Amenadiel needs more screentime. He's kind of become part of the side-plot now and eh. c':

Oh, uhm, about the "Vent" thing in the title there... If any of you have noticed, I haven't been all the active on Skype lately, and when I am, I usually don't want to be there or I'm feeling like shit afterwards. ;w;

I had a fight with my Mum earlier and I kind of broke down whilst doing the dishes. After that I kind of shut myself in the bathroom, as far away from her as I could possibly get, and just thought to myself for about 15 minutes. She was angry at me, and I was angry at her, and I said to her "I know I'm useless, I don't need you reminding me" and I think it was me saying that to her that made me break down, because as much as I don't want to admit it, it's true. I am utterly useless, and even though I have all the time in the world right now, I'm not doing anything to benefit my friends or anyone around me and I j u st- fe el l i ke there's no point in me even keeping a connection with my friends if all I'm doing to them is disappointing them and making them care about me less and less.
If any of my Skype friends are reading this right now, please, don't try to deny it. I don't need reassurance right now, all I need to do now is accept it and fix my mistakes.

I think I'm also pretty affected with the fact that I'm still single. I won't go too much into detail on this one, but let's just say I'm still looking for a gf, haha. :')

That sounds really dumb tbh ^^^^^^ :'T All of it does, haha, I realise that now. (I'm a dumb fu c k)

Considering my sudden weird-ass depression, I may drop out of the majority of the MEPs I'm in right now, and finish the ones that are vital (I'll do the parts for birthday MEPs though). Then I'll only focus on videos like this points up to this video as well as perhaps other kinds of videos, like gaming and stuff. Joining MEPs has kind of become tedious to me now... But I don't want to quit any of the studios I'm in, and that's my problem. I'll figure it out eventually, I'm sure. But right now I just need to keep my bearings in check.

Also, I just want to point out that I'm almost at 400 subs, and I'm so excited for when I finally hit it, because when or if I do hit 400, I'm planning on doing a Q&A to make up for the one I started ages ago and never got done. :'D

Thank you s ooo o O M UCH for 381 subs. I honestly- both that and reading a fic that someone gifted to me the other day... And all the positivity on my channel... All of those things have made my year so far, and there are no words to express my gratitude... I only hope I can do something for you guys in thanks that you'll hopefully enjoy.

Please be sure to put any requests for videos down below. I'll be sure to read every single one of them. And this is really cheesy: but as this overused song says: "I wish nothing but the best for you too". Every single lyric in this song has gone through my mind at least once in the past month, so yeah, I hope this song fits, and I really hope you enjoy the video.♥

Media || Lucifer
Song || Someone Like You © Adele

I know I've said this way too many times already, but, thank you, to all of you. You all mean the world to me, and I wouldn't give up my channel or any of the support you guys have given me for the world either.♥

I love you all, stay amazing, okay?
~ Marlie♥