DEΔDWΔVES – Drowning In My Head

🎧 DEΔDWΔVES – Drowning In My Head (Official Audio)

💧 For the ones who wrestle with their own thoughts, who feel storms where silence should be, and who keep breathing even when the waves pull hard.

“Drowning In My Head” is a haunting, emotional, atmospheric alt-pop track about panic, pressure, mental storms, and the quiet battles no one ever sees.
It’s raw, it’s suffocating, it’s painfully honest — a voice from beneath the water calling out for anyone who’s ever felt the same.

✨ Because sometimes the hardest wars are the ones you fight alone… in the dark.

🎶 Genre: Dark Pop • Alt Pop • Emotional Pop • Mental Health Storytelling
🎛️ Written & Produced by: DEΔDWΔVES

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🌊 Lyrics – “Drowning In My Head”

The ceiling drips like ocean waves,
My thoughts are storms I can’t escape.
Breathing feels like pulling glass,
Every second’s an hour that won’t pass.
I fake a smile, but I’m half awake,
These shaking hands, this heart that aches.
My chest caves in, I can’t explain,
Feels like I’m tied beneath the rain.

The water’s rising in my lungs,
Every heartbeat weighs a ton.
I’m screaming loud, but no one hears,
Just bubbles made of all my fears.

I’m drowning in my head tonight,
Suffocating under flashing lights.
Can’t find the surface, can’t find peace,
The panic pulls me underneath.
Every breath feels like a war,
Every wave drags me to the floor.
If I disappear, don’t cry —
I was drowning long before I died.

Walls close in, the clock slows down,
My heart’s a drum that shakes the ground.
I see my breath in heavy mist,
My mind’s a cage I can’t resist.
The weight of thoughts, it pulls me deep,
Where monsters made of worry creep.
No sunlight here, no air to breathe,
Just pressure crushing down on me.

These shadows whisper, “You’re not enough,”
I sink beneath their broken trust.
The silence hums like static screams,
As I collapse inside my dreams.

I’m drowning in my head tonight,
Suffocating under flashing lights.
Can’t find the surface, can’t find peace,
The panic pulls me underneath.
Every breath feels like a war,
Every wave drags me to the floor.
If I disappear, don’t cry —
I was drowning long before I died.

The ocean’s cold, it hugs too tight,
Like my mistakes, they steal my light.
I reach for hands that fade away,
While my mind’s tide pulls me astray.
Heartbeat skipping, chest compressed,
Can’t escape this weight on my chest.
Every thought’s a current wild,
And I’m just a scared, lost child.

Panic’s claws beneath my skin,
Tell me where the air begins.
I’m breathing salt, I’m breathing pain,
Can’t tell the difference anymore again.
If I scream, will someone know?
That I’m not fine — I’m sinking slow.
The surface shatters, light turns black,
I want my heartbeat — I want it back.

I’m drowning in my head tonight,
These panic tides don’t treat me right.
Every thought’s a wave that breaks,
Every calm’s a lie that shakes.
I’m reaching out, but no one’s near,
My voice dissolves, you can’t hear.
So if I fade beneath the tide,
Just know I fought — I really tried.

So I’ll float down where shadows sleep,
In quiet depths, the secrets keep.
If you ever feel the same despair,
Just know I’m still drowning there.

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🌊💬 If you made it here, drop “💧 Still Fighting The Tide” so I know you felt this one in your chest.

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