LOML

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All I want to do is be right next to you
But the seat's cold and I'm driving through
Memories on highways, rearview ghosts
Driving fast just to lose what hurts the most
Taking drugs to forget yesterday
Mixing pills with the words I couldn't say
Pour another shot to wash it all away
But your name still burns every single day

If I texted you drunk saying I still loved you
Would you read it twice, would it even cut through?
If I said I need you like I did back then
Would you block me out or just hit send?
'Cause hoping you would stay away
Hurts more than asking you to stay

I thought I left you back in that winter rain
But your voice comes back every time I feel pain
Told myself you were just a phase
But no high ever takes your place
Tried strangers, tried silence, tried moving on
But it all just feels so wrong
Even the mirror’s tired of this face
Haunted by love I can't erase

If I texted you drunk saying I still loved you
Would you read it twice, would it even cut through?
If I said I need you like I did back then
Would you block me out or just hit send?
'Cause hoping you would stay away
Hurts more than asking you to stay

Do you feel a thing when my name lights your phone?
Or am I screaming into a dial tone?
Every "I'm fine" was a lie I told
Just to keep from losing hold

If I texted you drunk saying I still loved you
Would it break your heart or just feel untrue?
If I begged for one more yesterday
Would you still turn and walk away?
'Cause hoping you would stay away
Hurts more than watching you walk away