I HAD A 40 HOUR LABOR!! | BIRTH VLOG | Mommy Series: Labor and Delivery Vlog

Hey y'all. This is a really emotional video for me, and maybe the most open about my life I have been in a while. Please be kind with your comments as far as opinions about my decision for my birth decisions/plan go. Would I do it all again to have this sweet babygirl? Yes lol but I would DEFINITELY be getting the epidural way earlier. That pitocin was no joke when it kicked in full gear the next day. Major shout out to my man for being on it with the footage that mattered. There were a lot of tears on day 2 which is why there isn't much footage that day. It was very emotional for me and I was getting really down on myself wondering if I should have just waited it out and let her come on her own to avoid all of this. But who knows, I may have been alone without my mother or man (thankfully though I had so much support from friends in the area that would have dropped everything to come help me) when she came and would have been scared out of my mind. I am grateful for my journey and thankful that I made the decisions I did and at the times I did. It took a while for me to come to terms with it which is also why it took a while for me to edit this vlog because I knew those emotions would resurface when I went through the footage again. I love you guys so much because you have supported me through and through! More content coming soon as I enter my new journey into motherhood.
Love, Shaaleese