Before I Let Go (Official Music Video)

A Message for When You're Holding On By a Thread

Have you ever felt the weight of a silence so heavy, it suffocates the words you desperately need to say? Have you ever stood in the cold light of morning, feeling a part of you turning to stone, and wondered if you’ve come as far as you can go?

You are not alone in that feeling.

This song, "Before I Let Go," was born from that silence. It’s an echo of the quiet, personal battles so many of us are fighting every single day. It’s for anyone who has wrestled with depression, stared into the void of hopelessness, or felt the sharp pain of knowing their own struggle is hurting the people they love most.

It’s about the aching paradox of wanting peace for yourself, but not wanting to cause pain to others. It’s about the exhaustion of a heart that was once so strong, and the weary acceptance that sometimes, the battle feels over. It’s about the desperate wish to give someone you love a glimmer of hope, even when you feel you have none left for yourself.

This is more than a song; it's a signal flare. It’s a hand reaching out in the dark, not with easy answers, but with a shared understanding. The words may be mine, but the feelings belong to all of us.

This is where you come in. This space, The Fellowship of Ravens, is a place where we find strength in numbers, even in our quietest moments.

If this song speaks to a part of you, I want you to do something. You don’t need to share your story unless you want to. You don’t need to find the perfect words.

Simply leave a single black heart emoji (🖤) in the comments below.

Let’s fill this space with them. Let each heart be a silent acknowledgment—a quiet nod to another soul that says, “I hear you. I see you. I’m here too.” Let the comment section become a testament to our shared struggle and our collective resilience. A visual chorus that roars what we sometimes can't say aloud: You are not alone.

Find a fellow Raven in the comments. If you have the strength, leave them a word of encouragement. Let this be our soft green ground where we can lay our burdens down, together.

Before you let go, know that we are here.

With love and solidarity, The Fellowship of Ravens

If you are in immediate distress or need someone to talk to, please reach out. You are worth saving. Your story is not over.
• Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 (US & Canada) or 85258 (UK)
• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988 (US)
• Find a helpline in your country: https://findahelpline.com/