So-Called - Disintegrate (Official Music Video)

LYRICS:

I'm out of line
I don't know where to go
I asked for advice
Still left here to decide
Do you see the open door
Feels like we could be more
I'll give the part of me
The one you don't want to see

Suffocating
Still burning
I long for
A place to coincide

Counting the days
Until I disintegrate
Running away
There is nowhere I feel safe
You're my hatred
Washed up
Dead end
Reckless abandon
I'm left empty handed

My gut conceals the words
I need to say to you
Try to force this out
Afraid of how I'll sound
Chest is heavy now
I am bleeding out
I'm so knotted up and severed at the ends

I'm disintegrating to a constant shame
Never ending fate of when my life will fade

Counting the days
Until I disintegrate
Running away
There is nowhere I feel safe
You're my hatred
Washed up
Dead end
Reckless abandon
I'm left empty handed

Getting tired I just wanna find the words
But it feels so scripted like its something I've rehearsed
What I gave you feels bigger than this world
What you gave me was a shame I'll never molt

My world is crashing down
Echoing the sound
Of a constant collapse
Pressures all around
Wish I could take it back
So I could be the best
Version of myself and
Get a grip
Get a f*cking grip

You've always been afraid of yourself.

Counting the days
Until I disintegrate
Running away
There is nowhere I feel safe
You're my hatred
Washed up
Dead end
Reckless abandon
I'm left empty handed


Videography & Editing:Brandon Atkin

Starring:Jack Lund, Chris Henderson, Justice Greer, Jeff Casey, and Alex Webster

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