Aphasia in Purgatory

The sequel to Fantasy in Blue:    • IV.  Fantasy in Blue (The Silentium Sphere...  

Tells the programmatic story of #composition composition #music vitriol and #song that angrily describes the aftermath of my #traumaticbraininjury through these timestamps:
0:00 Waking up after a lost time in a hospital bed
0:29 beeps and other sounds confused me.
0:34 a knock on my door lets my dad in
0:56 my dad lets me know about my TBI and why I was there.
1:10 lament
1:35 a kid in a room next to mine starts crying.
1:39 annoyed, and unable to verbalize my annoyance, I slap my mattress
1:47 I tap the rhythm of the ‘Game Grumps’ theme to pass the time and keep my spirits up.
2:36 incredibly annoyed by the crying, annoying kids I heard around me, I slapped my mattress loudly. With more crying children afterwards.
2:55 depressed lament in a sequestered, lonely place.
3:14 children crying again enhanced lament. With my annoyance coming afterwards.
3:30 crying and annoyance from me continues for a cacophonous eternity.
4:04 a knock at my door lets my friends to come in and visit, making me happy again.
5:03 another knock at the door lets my choir director in, showing me that friends at school hadn’t forgotten me.
5:05 I started to feel like I could get through rehab in a muted world by remembering the melody “Pollyanna” from Earthbound.
5:40 counting down the days I had left there made me happier. Especially when I was discharged.

This video is NOT for kids.