Jack/Ianto (Jack's POV) - Someone's watching over me

After Ianto's death, Jack has a hard time dealing with it. He blames himself and no matter where he goes or what he does he remembers Ianto. He tries running away, but once he does he seems to see Ianto and he can hear this voice reaosning with him and telling him that he should go back.
Even though he goes back, it doesnt make him feel better. He still feels hurt and he still thinks about Ianto. His last moments with ianto plague his mind.
He knows that he has to be strong and he has to keep fighting. He has moments where he does stay strong and fight but only when he remembers those times with Ianto.
He tries not to breakdown, no matter how it hurts.
Gwen tries her best to comfort and reassure Jack and help him move on. It doesnt work.
Jack spends his days and nights around the city thinking of Ianto, but he thinks of how Ianto could be watching over him in everything he does. Jack knows he has a destiny to fulfill, but finds it hard when all he thinks about is Ianto.

No matter what anyone says and no matter how long it takes he knows that he could never get over Ianto. He regrets not telling Ianto how much he loves him. Jack does know that he has to find a way to fbe with Ianto and follow his heart.
He believes in himself and he believes that he can get back to Ianto and he does, he finds a way of getting to where Ianto is and they are both reunited.
They spend some time together until Ianto tells him that he can't stay with him and that Jack needs to move on without him. Jack doesnt want to go back, Ianto asks him why and jack refuses to talk to him about it.
Jack eventually goes back to Gwen and he realises just how much he has missed her.
Jack feels better now that he has seen Ianto again and he realises that he should truly move on. He still feels lonely without Ianto, but he feels that no matter what Ianto will always be watching over him. Ianto watches Jack with gwen and Ianto finally sees that Jack will be able to move on. Ianto leaves Jack.
Jack still remembers Ianto and pays him one last visit and puts flowers on his grave.

'Someone's watching over me' by Hilary Duff
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