October 26 Updates

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Scripts for people who can hear.

Hello! It is a time for me to share the latest update. I already mentioned that I will be starting the radiation on my right eye due to tumor. It was about 1 inch. No wonder it is blocking my vision. On the first day of radiation appointment, I was walking with the nurse toward the radiology room. There was a counter on the right side. I saw pocket Jesus. Let me show it to you. Also, I saw there was a frame with Jesus praying over the patient in the radiology room. God surely made me smile. He is good!

Isaiah 41: 10-13. This is the reminder that I am not alone in this. So, we continued walking to the radiology room. I got to see what it is like in there. I laid down and closed my eyes. I was able to see the light beam through my closing eyes. Just like when you lay down on the beach and closes your eye, the sun touches your face. You can see the brightness through your eyes.

The mask was place upon my face. They screwed it so I won’t be able to move my head. There was a hole in the mask to my eyes. I was able to move my body. Radiation was done up to maybe 5 to 6 minutes. That was it. I had to do that everyday last week and this week. Last Wednesday, I left a comment on how I was doing at Facebook along with the pictures. I will post pictures and scriptures in the video. Psalm 63:8. I am so glad He was with me. The side effects I had was itchy, red eye, and swollen alittle bit. I was not hurting at all. Few days later, it was getting worse. My eye was itchy and swollen.

It affected my emotions. I felt like dealing with PMS! I was depressed but I had to focus on Him. I sang the song and prayed to Him. I said to myself that I can breakthrough this. Last Sunday, I felt weak. Last Monday, I had done the radiation and then I took the MRI on my brain. The nurses were struggled with putting contrast IV in my either arms. I went without it that day. I researched on Google and found that I was possible dehydrated. Last Tuesday, I met with my radiation oncologist. He told me that my brain result showed no change and the spots are very small like 2mm. No concern about it now. I was relieved. He is with me!

After this, I had to do the lab work. I drank plenty of water the night before and all day. I forget to drink because I was weak. It is very important to drink water. So, I was able to give my blood. Sure enough, lab work showed that my red and white blood cells were low. No wonder I was not feeling well! I had communicated with the team about that. I was told to complete my 10 radiations on October 24. I felt better on last Friday because I was drinking plenty of water! It is very important for me to continue drinking water.

After the 10th radiation was done, I wanted to see how much the progress has improve in my right eye. I can see my hand on my right side. It is blurry. Just like you swim under water and open your eyes. It is more than that. I just want you to get an idea on what I am talking about. It takes some time for it to work. As right now, my side effect is eye leaking. It appears that I am crying but I am not. I have to use the eye drop to keep it moisturized. I was referred to see my original eye doctor in 6 to 8 weeks from now, the one I saw last July after the emergency in the hospital. This eye doctor was the one who had referred me to a retina consultant. Every Tuesday, I will meet with radiation oncologist to monitor my eye and my brain. My doctors are working as a team. Thats great!

Last Friday night, I realized I was done with radiation. It hit me hard. I was crying because I had to go through this. I didn’t want to go through all this. However, He reminded me a story of apostle Paul in the bible of Acts 28. You go ahead read it. A viper snake bite his hand. It was poisons! Paul could have died but he didn’t. People were shocked and then they thought Paul was a god. Paul shared the Good news with them. They stayed there for 3 months before heading to Rome.

The LORD reminded me again. I didn’t mention this in the past. My love ones see me dealing with toxic in my body. God is with me in every step of the way and lead me to breakthrough! Jesus is our healer! He can heal all diseases. Mark 11:23-24. This is my favorite scriptures right now! I speak this everyday! Jesus is my healer!

Amazing! Here is the free gift! J-E-S-U-S! Jesus came to the earth. For what? John 14:6. He made a way for us to connect with the Father. How? Tell Him that I am a sinner. I need His forgiveness of my sin. He redeemed my sin. He saved me from destruction. John 3:16 That is the FREE GIFT! Believe that Jesus had died for you. Jesus is ALIVE. He has overcome Devil. He won the victory! I am gonna stand and watch the LORD’s victory (2 Chronicle 20:17) in my life! I thank God for His GRACE and His MERCY! Romans 10:9-13 Call Him! Be YOU! You do not have to be perfect before coming to Him. Be YOU! That is amazing FREE Gift for you and me! Claim HIM! I love you!