I think I ruined my life

Did anyone order an existential crisis?

I think I've ruined my life so I'm trying to do what I can to fix it. Starting is the hardest part so I'm starting with this.

And god does it feel good to get it out.

It might be a bit disjointed but so am I.

I've been telling myself to just put something out, to just start again, for so long but I had no idea what to start with. But hey not only am I starting, I'm facing my fear and shame by spilling my soul about all this at the same time!

I can't say this video turned out the way I thought it would but maybe that's for the better.

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I think I ruined my life

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