JERUB - Scared To Be Myself (Official Video)

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Written and produced by JERUB & Daniel Newcombe
Mixing: John Rees
Mastered by Kevin Tuffy
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Director - Ronita Awoonor-Gordon
Producer - Zeinab Audu (@itszibs)
DP - Timothy Seun Pinheiro (t.s.pinheiro)
Gaffer - Kurtis Bernard (@juslites)
Camera assistant - Melissa Cofie (@maco.media)
Creative Direction - Ella Ward (@Ellamaeward_)
Art direction - Kelie Kita (@keliekitaa)
Production Assistant - Salam Zaied (@lensz___)
Stylist - Veronika Karabova (veronika_karabova)
Editor and Grading - Leon Bostwick (leonbostwick)

Lyrics:
How long can I keep going
Walking in circles
Everybody knows it

Feels like I’ve gone a bit missing
Playing a part
But never auditioned

Used to know who I was
Never gave it thought
But It’s not like before

Somewhere down on the road
I left a piece of my soul
Now I don’t know anymore

Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m crazy
I just can’t take it
Put myself through hell
For everybody else

Lately I’ve been overwhelmed I’m faking, Hope they can’t tell
Becoming someone else
‘Cause maybe I’m too scared to be myself

These days I’m thinking too much
About what they think,
I know it don’t matter

Last night I looked in the mirror
Trying to find myself
But only saw a stranger

Used to know who I was
Never gave it thought
But It’s not like before
Somewhere down on the road
I left a piece of my soul
Now I don’t know anymore

Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m crazy
I just can’t take it
Put myself through hell
For everybody else

Lately I’ve been overwhelmed I’m faking, Hope they can’t tell
Becoming someone else
‘Cause maybe I’m too scared to be myself

Used to know who I was
Never gave it thought
But It’s not like before

Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m crazy
I just can’t take it
Put myself through hell
For everybody else

Lately I’ve been overwhelmed I’m faking, Hope they can’t tell
Becoming someone else
‘Cause maybe I’m too scared to be myself

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