Saint of Nothing | Forgive Me Father

“And so beginneth the journey of the Sinner. What awaiteth thee, and whither thou shalt go, remaineth uncertain.”

Track - 01
Album: Forgive Me Father

Lyrics:

I’ve prayed to silence more than God himself
He never spoke, but I still felt
The weight of all I’ve done and lost
Each sin a stone, each tear a cost

I tried to wash my hands, but the stain just spread
I found forgiveness in the words I never said
The mirror shows a man I barely know
But he’s the one I have to hold

There’s no heaven left for me to chase
No holy light, just my own face

I’m the saint of nothing — crawling through my shame
Learning how to love the hurt, to wear my blame
If grace won’t find me, I’ll carve it on my skin
Redemption’s not a gift — it’s what I’ve bled within

I’ve broken vows, I’ve kissed the fire
Found truth in every false desire
They called me lost, but they don’t see
The only hell I need burns inside of me

No angels left to pull me through
So I built my faith from what I knew

I’m the saint of nothing — kneeling in the rain
Confessing every scar that speaks my name
If love’s a sin, then let it reign
’Cause even devils need to pray

I don’t want absolution, I just want to feel
Something real, something real
Let the pain be holy, let the wounds be mine
Every fault I’ve carried led me to the divine

I’m the saint of nothing — born from all I’ve done
Still reaching for a heaven that won’t come
No crown, no light, no guiding hand
Just a soul that learned to stand

And if I never find the sky above
Then let me die in what I love
A saint of nothing — but still enough.