Lyme Trek

Work in progress...
Interior renders of Captain's Quarters, Sick Bay and USS Endurance-A Bridge starship created by Tadeo D’Oria. Thank you Tadeo for use of your beautiful Starship art! ✨ https://bit.ly/3xbKrwc
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In a regular memorial, I’m already gone, and the negative frequency I feel like I’m trapped inside, gets the upper-hand. Whether it comes in the form of the Lyme civil war destroying my body. Or a nuclear war. Or becoming casualty of a new American Civil war. Like in the film Tomorrowland, the negative frequency feeds the narrative that the whole world is doomed to play out through a self destructive story. But in a living memorial, I escape the negative frequency, and don’t have to wait until I’m gone for those I love to find out how much they meant to me, and there’s still a chance to connect with them in a new born again abundant life, but on my terms, not the religious fanatics. And in this living memorial, it’s possible Lyme disease wasn’t a curse, proving the fanatics correct that we are on course towards the negative frequency destiny of the battle of Armageddon. It’s possible Lyme was a blessing in disguise, helping me wake up my fellow human family to prevent nuclear war and inspire the best side of US to win the race for our future.

In the living memorial…
1. I’d want to reconnect with all those I love, to tell them in person how much they all mean to me, while apologizing for the anti-social nature of this illness, making me harder to love, while destroying the best within me.
2. I’d want to find out if they are ok being in my living memorial, and if not, asking how I could make amends to them and win a place back in their heart; to find out what I must do to make them proud and want to associate with me.
3. And that’s where the good part comes in; reconnecting to make plans for turning things around if possible. I want to share the good news about Civilization Z being a reasonable possibility of our cosmic fate, and that at the ultimate level of reality, we are all connected and basically the same being on the inside, only deceived by this life, its architects and the captains of fear, making us think we are separate and not the same.

Perhaps this is what I need to reconnect to the love of life this illness has been denying me for so long, to actually find healing here and now and not just in the 24th century of a fantasy dream. https://vimeo.com/716286033 And with a renewed and restored spirit made whole, maybe then I could get my power back to take advantage of whatever time I have left to help wake humanity up to see the greatest enemy we all face isn’t each other, but a climate catastrophe we must turn into a blessing, not our greatest curse; https://earthpledge.net/climate.pdf

And then we could be overcome by a beautiful dream more powerful than the hellish nightmare ready to unfold around us, by joining forces to occupy and lay claim to temples of light in every nation as the one true sanctuary of Earth, uniting our humanity to find we have so much more in common than differences threatening our self destruction. This is the power of possibility keeping me hopeful, ready to leave this hell frequency of my Lyme behind once and forever, to claim the infinite love and joy waiting for me and all of us. And then nothing else will matter.

I won’t even care anymore that this video sucks because of my sad story, and took me two years to make, because of an illness that has made me half a person, barely able to function, create and get anything significant done. There comes a time when you just have to let it hang, and ignore the condemning voice inside your mind, saying that your attempt to leave the nightmare prison of the enemy consciousness will fail, and your fate is destined to serve their horrifying story. And I won’t even care anymore about having 28 years of my life being eaten up by Lyme disease, because then it will become fertilizer for the rest of my journey, where a lotus of beauty can finally bloom out of what feels like a meaningless, broken life. And I will find my power to transform the fanatics consciousness to the truth of this existence; we live in a compassionate universe with Civilization Z our fate.

As long as I’m still alive, I will never give up; to turn what looks like an unfolding nightmare, into a beautiful dream.

https://firesofcreation.net/my_battle...