How Femininity Gets Lost in Survival Mode After Narcissistic Abuse And How to Get It Back

I didn’t even realize I lost my femininity until I started healing.
After surviving narcissistic abuse, so many women enter a kind of spiritual survival mode that leaves them disconnected from their softness, their beauty, and their God-given feminine design. In today’s video, I’m sharing my personal story of how the Lord began restoring my feminine identity not just on the outside, but deep within my spirit.

💔 You’ll learn how trauma, hyper-independence, and spiritual warfare can slowly strip away your feminine essence
💡 And how God, in His mercy, begins the restoration process one layer at a time.

This is for every woman who has felt guarded, numb, or stuck in “handling everything” mode…
You are not broken. You are becoming. 💫

🕊️ Prayer Activation Inside

Stay to the end for a powerful prayer to reclaim your identity as a feminine, healed, and whole daughter of God.

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If this message hit home and you know you’re in a season of becoming, don’t do it alone.

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Healing ❤️‍🩹 Prayer:

Father, I come before You as Your daughter. I lay down every false identity that I’ve picked up in survival mode. Every layer of hardness, every vow I made to protect myself, every wall I built to avoid hurt. I surrender it now. Restore me to Your design. Reconnect me to my feminine essence the softness, the wisdom, the discernment, the beauty, the power that moves with peace. I release the spirit of fear, shame, rejection, and hyper-vigilance. I receive Your healing in my body, my mind, my energy, and my presence. Teach me how to trust again. To receive again. To rest again. Thank You that I am becoming the woman You always saw, even when I couldn’t. In Jesus’ name, amen.
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