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✨📖 PART TWO — “Here He Is” Story Time 📖✨

Hey y’all… 💕
This is Part Two of my story time about my first child. In Part One, I shared what it was like being pregnant and giving birth. But today… I’m going deeper. I’m talking about the part of my story that still sits in my chest, the part that shaped me, broke me, and taught me a different kind of strength.

Today, I’m talking about his death…
And how it felt to lose someone I barely got to know, but loved with my whole entire heart.

Losing a child… it’s something you never prepare for. It’s a pain that hits your soul before your mind can even understand what’s happening. It’s a silence that fills rooms. It’s a numbness that takes over your body. It’s a moment where everything stops, and you feel like you stop with it.

When my baby passed…
I felt like the world fell out from under me.
I felt confused, angry, empty, guilty, hurt, lost… all at the same time.
And the hardest part was knowing there was nothing I could do to change it. Nothing I could do to bring him back. Nothing I could do to fix that moment.

I questioned everything — God, life, myself, the “why,” the timing, all of it.
I didn’t feel strong.
I didn’t feel brave.
I didn’t feel whole.

But even in that pain, even in that darkness, my love for him never died. And it never will. I carry him with me every single day — in my thoughts, in my heart, in the way I move through this world.

Sharing this isn’t easy, but it’s part of my healing. And if my story reaches even one mother who feels alone in her grief… then my pain has purpose.

Thank you for listening.
Thank you for holding space for me.
Part Three is coming soon. 💜✨

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