ꫂ ၴႅၴ 𝗜𝗻 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗠𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝗘𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵.

Sorry it took so long for me to post about him, i just couldnt do it.

I seriously dont even have the words for this. My boy, my everything, my light, the whale i always go back to. He's gone.

Gosh i'm rewriting this for the fifth time already, i just cant seem to get any words out.

Never ever did i think that he would pass so soon.. so young.. so full of life.

Everything about him just.. made me so happy. His silly flukes, his stretch marks.. his goofy belly breaches.. his bond with Lynn & the trainers. He was so full of life and he deserved so many more years..

My mom told me it's just a whale & 'how can you even miss that thing?' Earth wasn't a thing. He was the orca who helped me through my darkest days when i thought no one could.

I maybe didnt edit him alot, but i'd choose him over everyone.

I lost so many people the past few years.. and i'm gonna lose another person soon.. Earth helped me with so many things its insane. I was convincing my mom to go to Japan for Lynn and Earth in.. maybe idk.. 3 years? But even if i go, he is gone.

I was so sure you'd make it cause you were so strong.. but life is unfair. So unfair.

Earth was the kind of whale you'd only find once in a lifetime, and no one can change my mind. His flukes, his eyepatches, his personality, his eyes, his pecs, his dorsal, his stretch marks, his name. Just.. him.

I have so much more to say but i just can't get it out. He was a part of me i didnt even know i needed. Its like my heart is split in half.

I hope you're watching over your girl, Lynn.
Your mother would be so proud of you.
I hope you're watching over the rest of your sweet family.
I love you so much, Earth.
I always thought you were special..
I love you to the moon and to saturn.
Forever 16..
Rest in peace, アース.

My heart goes out to the trainers, people who knew & loved him and Lynn. 💔

And to my biggest love, i'm praying for you, Lynn.

I'm gonna take a break, i maybe post one more edit tomorrow but thats it. I don't know when i'll be back. I also won't post any edit for 2 years without Toki probably.. i'll try my best but i'm feeling very low rn

➝ 𝐀𝐩𝐩: 𝐈𝐧𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐭

➝ 𝐕𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐨 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬:
· credits later, i really need some sleep now
Let me know if i forgot someone