ᴍᴇᴩ ᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ || #14
Автор: Sukoshi
Загружено: 2026-01-23
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I FEEL LIKE IT HAS BEEN SOOO LONG HELLOOOO
I was avoiding uploading this because at the same time I knew that i would have to write about the past year. And what a year...
It was the first year in Uni, it wasn't easy i cried a lot, and I felt lonely, really lonely, I wasn't in a good mental state to begin with...I was scared and anxious almost every day, and that's the part I don't want to write about, so I'll stop here.
I feel like I grew and learned a lot, and I'm not sure how I'll manage to handle this second year of Uni but if I survived my first... maybe I can do it.
As for the editing part OMG YOU HAD NO IDEA HOW MUCH MAKING THAT CALL ME MAYBE PART HELPED ME THROUGH ALL OF THIS, because somehow in that lonely state Seiya became my comfort character hahahah...same as the second part "steal the show" I remember struggling to find comfort in what used to give me that feeling in the past, but making that part was an attempt to reconection with that warm feelings inside of all that sadness.
Someone you loved was somehow easy to edit. I wanted to edit with this show, and I'm glad I could.
AS FOR THE NEXT PART I'M SO SORRY AME. I FEEL LIKE I TRIED TO FORCE SASAMIYA INTO THE SONG, BUT I TRIED THE BEST I COULD MAKE IN THAT MOMENT.
Don't be sad was literally me trying to discharge all my sadness and... anger? I feel angry with myself when I'm sad, making that part was kinda therapeutic. I wanted to edit with this song since 2020, so B+ points for that. it was the last part I edited while i was at Uni.
THE LAST ONES ALL THREE WERE BORN IN THE SAME WEEK . Maybe I was in a rush, but you don't know when my motivation will run out... like now.
Now that I'm at home in my hometown... I feel safer, I still think that I need to collect myself over some things, but I'm AGAIN trying to live day by day. no pressures...for now...until March...God, I need to study French.
Idk if anyone will read this, but I treat this kinda like my virtual journal, so...
thanks for reading! Thanks for caring!
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