Lyricold - Doin' Time

Never grew up on the wrong side of the tracks..
Just broke white trash, never took a bath..
so sad, being poor people look and laugh..
"look at that, guess his dad never went to class.."
So what, he dropped out..guess I did to..
then hate bloomed on every thought I'm holding on to..
Loose screws in my head i'm puking up booze..
who knew that this is all I'd measure up to?

Grow cold,
holdin on to moments slowly gone..
all is lost, god it's hard
I start to fall apart..
slowly rot,
I'm so alone
a lonely note I jot..
to use the words inside my head before I blow it off..

every night,
sit and cry about this fucking life..
wipe my eyes,
someone coming..
nothing's wrong I lie..
then I disguise hurt I feel
with jokes to make it by

but then again,
I'm all alone and then I'm seein why..

Doin' time..
usin up my tears at night,
abusive life..
I slowly start to lose my mind,
I'm doin' time..
livin life,
I wake and cry I wonder why..
I had to live to have to die
I'm doin' time....

(Memory breakdown)

Daily seein' days pass..
sky is bright then pitch black
yesterday was 5th grade
tomorrow dawns a new class..
news flash..
every day we're dyin
so sad..
I know that,
hope is lost
and fallin so fast..
go back,
take a look at days
from way back..

wake up,
then go to bed,
then wake up
DON'T CRASH...

it's so fast,
holdin on
to help the pain flash..
n shame pass..
grabbin on to make this day last..


say that,
no one else could ever understand..
it's evident,
you're not alone
so go on take my hand..
feel the sand,
wind that blows
the breeze against my skin..
consider this, happiness before you reach an end...

reachin in..
the bag to get the puzzle piece you get..
then make it fit
life is empty
if you waste the chips..
ante up..
make a bed
and take this bed to live...
then fill the cup
smile bitch
cuz this is all you get


Doin' time..
usin up my tears at night,
abusive life..
I slowly start to lose my mind,
I'm doin' time..
livin life,
I wake and cry I wonder why..
I had to live to have to die
I'm doin' time....