Heated Rivalry Scott and Kip (I Have You Without Having You )

my song create by IA
LETTER IS MY

I Have You Without Having You

I have you without having you, it hurts the same
I see you perfect, unreal, out of frame
I don’t always fit inside your light
But your shine still burns me deep inside

Everyone asks me who you are
Like I don’t see you just as hard
Being second slowly scars my skin
Saying it out loud… I don’t know where to begin

It’s not easy keeping up your pace
I’m only fighting myself in this race
When you look at someone else
Something in me breaks again

I’m not jealous, but it hurts inside
Having a treasure everyone wants to find
I just wanna be your number one
The only thought when the day is done

I don’t care what people say tonight
I just wanna live inside your voice
I wanna be the name you keep
The one who stays, the one you don’t delete

Oh-oh, I have you without having you
Oh-oh, and I don’t wanna lose you
Oh-oh, tell me do you see
Oh-oh, the way I see you looking back at me

When they stare at you, I doubt myself
My insecurities dance and melt
It hurts to feel replaceable
When your glow feels untouchable

I keep trying to shine my way
Even if I don’t fit your plan
Maybe I’m not your perfect world
But no one loves you like I can

Loving you is fear and desire
One wrong step, I lose the wire
When fear tries to pull me down
Your name keeps me standing now

I’m not jealous, but it’s real
Having a treasure everyone feels
I just wanna be your number one
Your safe place when the night comes down

I don’t wanna be just someone else
I wanna be your reason, your song
All I ask is a place that’s true
Your beginning… your first, too

Oh-oh, I have you without having you
Oh-oh, but I still believe in you
Oh-oh, if you let me in
Oh-oh, I won’t let go, I’ll stay till the end