Not Fully Here | A Disco, Synthwave Song! | By @LadyBloodyDuchess

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🎧 Genre: Disco, Synthwave🪩✨

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1:]
I wake up tired of being awake
Every thought feels one beat late
I say I’m fine, but I hesitate
Like every word might break
I replay us in broken loops
Same mistakes, same excuses
Love was loud, now it’s muted
I’m surrounded, still secluded

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t know when I disappeared
But I’m not fully here
I smile just to interfere
With the truth I fear

[Chorus]
I loved you more than I could breathe
Now I breathe just to feel relief
I’m holding on, but losing sleep
To thoughts I couldn’t keep
If love is light, why can’t I see?
If I’m alive, why don’t I feel me?
I miss the you that noticed me
Before I learned to leave

[Verse 2:]
I fill the silence with routine
Same old nights, same in-between
I chase the past like it’s a dream
That keeps rewinding scenes
I touch my chest to check the sound
Just to prove my heart’s still around
It beats, but doesn’t make a sound
Like it’s learned to drown

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t cry, I just decay
A little more each day
I keep my worst thoughts tucked away
Where they like to stay

[Chorus]
I loved you more than I could breathe
Now I breathe just to feel relief
I’m holding on, but losing sleep
To thoughts I couldn’t keep
If love is light, why can’t I see?
If I’m alive, why don’t I feel me?
I miss the you that noticed me
Before I learned to leave

[Bridge]
If I vanish, would you know?
If I break, would it show?
I don’t want to be alone
But I don’t know how to let you close

[Final Chorus]
I loved you more than I could say
Now every word just gets in the way
I’m still here, but not okay
I’m just delaying decay
If love returns, don’t come too late
I’ve been losing time to fate
I’d give what’s left just to be saved
From the thoughts I can’t escape


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