BLEEDING OUT - Mama Kin Spender Lyric Video

This song is the itchy, inflamed hotspot in a relationship, where needs, desires, outsourcing, and co-dependency become a writhing tangle. It’s the sore spot in a relationship where we mistake being loved for making someone responsible for the parts of ourselves we refuse to claim. Yet, in the tantrum of our unmet needs, we miss how often the other is trying to reach us. Somehow, we become invisible to each other in our projections, and in that haze of unmet needs, we become obsessed with being "right" rather than being kind. This is a futile return to childish behaviours, seeking to assign blame rather than looking for how to take responsibility for our own needs. "It's a need-greedy kinda grind, tryna win fake convos in my mind... I'll phrase it so, and then you'll see it was you, not me."

Lyric Video for ‘BLEEDING OUT’ by Mama Kin Spender
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Mixed by Dan Carroll at Rada Studio
Mastered by Lachlan Carrick
Photography by Wilk
Artwork by Pete Salmon

Lead vocals, Guitar and Bass: Spender
Lead vocals, Drums, Percussion: Mama Kin
Choir parts composition and arrangement: Virginia Bott
WAAPA Gospel Choir: Maze Mather, Persia Najafzadeh, Olivia Grace, Mikayla Boonstra, Ruby Shepperd, Emma Lombardi, Leah Cusma, Caitlin Dougall, Ashton Lake, Shannon White, Lydia McIntyre, Eleanor Edwards, Xyanthe Lee, Amy Ehlers, Monti Brandolini, Jordan Anthony, Rhys Clark

LYRICS
I was wanking in the afternoon
And I knew that you’d be home soon
Fantasisin’ you thought of me
at the bakery

Vanilla slice there on the passenger seat
Sweating next to your black coffee
I’m waiting for you just like a kid
Don’t like how this feels

You give me your cheek when I wanna kiss your mouth
Don’t know where to go don’t know how to get out
Don’t know how to need you without bleeding out

Bleeding out
Ah ah
Bleeding out
needing you’s, like bleeding out
Ah ah
Bleeding out

It’s a needy greedy kinda grind
Tryna win fake convos in my mind
I’ll phrase it so and then you’ll see
It was you not me

I feel dirty and misunderstood
Drowning in all these fkn self help books
Tryna stretch, meditate and breathe
Wanna smoke more weed
Don’t like this how this feels
Wanna smoke more weed
Don’t like this how this feels

You give me your cheek when I wanna kiss your mouth
Don’t know where to go don’t know how to get out
Don’t know how to need you without bleeding out

Bleeding out
Ah ah
Bleeding out
Needing you’s, like bleeding out

Ah ah ah

You’re my surrogate
Now I’m hypervigilant
Got my hooks in you
Watching everything that you you do

Bleeding out
Needing you’s, like bleeding out
Ah ah
Bleeding out
Needing you’s, like bleeding out