Kobaya - Hoovering

Lights shatter on the wet ground,
Sounds distort, sharp echo.
Who am I? Who are you?
The reflection lies, the blue fog…

Dissonance in the mind, cracked glass,
Gaslighting ignites the programmed chaos.
False self dances in the broken mirror.
Flying monkeys, laughter in the background,
Veiled, clowns, worn costumes…

Footsteps run, shadows follow.
Words bend, don’t hand me over.
Touches my skin, I am not here,
Hoovering traps, suffocates, smiles…

Echo of voices, I go back.
C-PTSD marked, fleeting time…
Crying, sadness, frustration, agony.
Doors close, I never escaped.
But my mind screams: I woke up!

Dissonance in the mind, cracked glass,
Gaslighting ignites the programmed chaos.
Self dances in the broken mirror,
Flying monkeys, laughter in the background, veiled…

Hands that push, broken phrases.
Who controls the marked cards?
They paint the cold cage in gold.
But the ground sinks in agony.

Eyes blink, the screen bleeds,
The cycle spins, never gets tired?
I keep running, I keep falling.
Glass labyrinth, mind collapsing.

Dissonance in the mind, cracked glass,
Gaslighting ignites the programmed chaos.
Self dancing in the broken mirror,
Flying monkeys, laughter in the background, veiled…

Monkeys jump back and forth.
A strange force tries to pull me…

Turn on the light, turn off the light.
Turn on the light, turn off the light.
Turn on the light, turn off the light.

Gas, monkeys, fly, drain.
Gas, monkeys, fly, drain.
Gas, monkeys, fly, drain.

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