About today

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so..it's been a while,huh? It's just my last year in the university,so I won't have much time now..Plus I've been not in a very good mood. I just found so many wondeful videos, so I was like "why would I make anything when these vidders make such amazing videos?" and I know it's stupid to think like that plus I recieved absolutely amazing comments today, where people said that my videos aren't like the others and they like it, so I feel a little ashamed for saying all this, but it's just how I felt. And probably I still do.

Okay, now about the video. If you think that youtube's screwing with the colors it doesn't. It's me. I don't know..It probably looks strange, but I felt that this song needs exactly this coloring. In this video I didn't want to focus only on 9x14. I wanted to show the complexity of their relationship through all these seasons, how they fought and how they needed each other. I was thinking about the end of the video for a long time, if I should finish it in a pessimistic or in an optimistic way. And I decided to leave a little hope in the end. Main line "how close am I to losing you?" and I truly believe that brothers will never lose each other. Yes they can fight, be pissed, angry or whatever, but they will go through it eventually.
Also I tried to show both's POVs, because in s9 it seems like we see this fight only from Dean's side. And don't get me wrong, I loooove Dean, I just don't like when we don't see the other side. Personally, I don't agree with how Sam behaves now, but I want to know what he goes though as a character, you know? I mean, we know that Dean's heart is breaking right now because of this situation with Sam and Kevin's death, but I want to know more about Sam too.

That's it I think... As always hope you enjoy!

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