dreaming of cali - near me (feat. ARISHA)

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Lyrics:
I tricked myself time and time again
I just didn't want to wake up
Didn't want to wake up
Couldn't admit to myself
That the love I once had went away

Took so long to understand
For the pain to go away
To see what we had built burn down
And to not want you around
Cause you ran me dry
Till I was burned out
There was nothing left of me
I couldn't even stop to breathe

Learned all that along the way
Along the way
So for today
I know today
I don't want you near me

And now I'm tired
Trying to find myself again
Wondering if all these years
All you did was to pretend
I know it's my fault
And I should've known
But I want to know
Will I ever get back what you took from me?
What you took from me

Took so long to understand
For the pain to go away
To see what we had built burn down
And to not want you around
Cause you ran me dry
Till I was burned out
There was nothing left of me
I couldn't even stop to breathe

Learned all that along the way
Along the way
So for today
I know today
I don't want you near me