Finding Creativity after Loss/Benny's Tribute, In Loving Memory

In Loving Memory-
One week before Christmas I had to say goodbye to my faithful friend, and loyal companion, Benny. He was with me through the darkest, hardest times of my life. A bright light, and happy place when my world was crumbling around me. A steadfast presence and joy when the pieces were being put back together and life became "normal" again. He was there to have my morning coffee and devo's with, my walking buddy, studio dog, foot warmer, fireside pal, '"all around the house" companion, and "passenger side" sleeping buddy
The depth of grief and loss I feel are profound. The quiet is too loud. Finding the desire to paint, nearly unattainable. The first steps in finding that desire again have been painting tributes to him. This is the beginning of me processing through the grief, along with allowing myself time to mourn, time for tears, and time before things begin to feel "normal" again.

"Though some may say it's" just a pet"
I know I've lost a friend."
-I Love you Benny, always and forever

Dog Angel Memorial Statue Candle Holder with Flickering LED Candle
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Arches 140lb cold press: https://amzn.to/3VWHWXm
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Daniel Smith Watercolors, Burnt Sienna, Raw Sienna, Alizarin Crimson, Quinacradone Burnt Orange, Buff titanium:
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Holbein Watercolors, Ultramarine Blue Light, Quinacradone Magenta

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Molotov One4all acrylic pen, white 1mm: https://amzn.to/3CAx5eW

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