key vs. locket - a play

From the album "i felt like a sketch" by key vs. locket
https://open.spotify.com/album/2F9SCx...

FACGCE

Lately i’ve been struggling
Separating seriousness From light hearted comments
They all blend inside my head
If that weren’t me, i would laugh B
ut there’s no one else in frame
I don’t see the joke
The irony in dirty busses home
In acting like no one would ever know
I tried hard to to shut myself up until i couldn’t stop throwing up on the floor
Trying to solve, oh some riddle that’s not there at all
Am I heaven-sent if i keep this body
Selfishly waiting and selfishly rotting

There’s a merit to it all
Place your money on yourself
There’s no getting out of this one
No one coming for your help