suixXxide
This channel was first made for my idea of walking to France and in the journey and process of it also walk myself to life again.
But I never managed to actually start showing myself on cam and expose my vulnerability, struggles and messy chaos so the idea faded away..
But I did find my strength in my creativity and love again in music. So this channel got changed to the artist name I'll go by from now: suixXxide
I have been published on Spotify under the name: Brother Juunas with my song I made for my girls.
My journey from the depressive life I'm living at the moment in Sweden to the life I want to get back to which I'm planning to achieve by a massive epic journey of walking from Sweden to Paris.
Any little help is very much appreciated so I may be able to do this journey I really feel I could accomplish! ❤️
https://gofund.me/ce4702b0
Deck The Halls / Wreck The Walls – A Christmas Horrorcore Nightmare (Lyrical Visualizer)
Cinematic HORRORCORE | The Dream. The Silent. The Shape.
Shadows Hit Hard | EPIC Cinematic Emo Hip-Pop
Sometimes, No Matter What/How/Why/When You Decide To Act - It's Just Not Up To You | November Sucked
Clown’s Rap Attack Is A Carnival of Carnage
Tarkov’s Reality | 2nd RAP Tribute
A Truth That Must Be Told About Ai, About UDIO That 99% Wont Even TRY To Understand
Battlefield vs. Call of Duty | RAP CLASH
HALLOWEEN Killers of Lyrical Slaughter
Escape From Tarkov | Fan Rap
When GTA Meets Cyberpunk: The Respawn Don
What If Everything You Knew Was A Lie?
Horrorcore Soundscape: My Debut Song Reborn as a SKYND-Inspired Nightmare
Red Vineyard: A Horrorcore Masterpiece of Pain and Poetry (Official Lyric Video)
Red Christmas (Music Video)
Red Christmas
How Would You Feel? (LYRICAL VIDEO)
I've Had Enough (Unreleased Song)
suixXxide - COLD (Crossfade Cover)
New World Order
Borderline Personality Disorder 🎵 | (Lyrical) Raw angry emotional HipHop / RAP
The Wings of a Hummingbird | Lyrical video of my latest beautiful song
Therese
Alphabet Soup
All I Could (TRIGGERS) | Lil Peep / Juice WRLD type song