SUFFERING IS OPTIONAL | The Saturn Return Diaries EP 004

One thing about me: I enjoy suffering.

It makes me feel like I'm doing something productive or right. I think I have an unconscious belief that things can't be easy for me. That if solutions just fall into my lap, then there must be something wrong with them.

But in the last year, the Universe has been teaching me that things don't need to be so hard all the time. That there is abundance waiting for me! I just need to be open enough to accept it.

As you can probably tell, I kept life really simple while in Buenos Aires. This video is mostly about me sharing my thoughts while sorting through some Airb&b issues. And, while it was annoying to deal with, everything ended up working out. That's the thing about travel — it will always test you.

00:00 intro (the universe trying to teach me this lesson over and over)
00:25 arriving at FIRST airb&b
02:33 morning stroll (coffee and bananas)
03:23 wtf is going on with this airb&b
05:13 I need some air
05:53 trying japanese takeout and thoughts on asian food in BA
09:06 arriving at SECOND airb&b
10:55 monologue (suffering is optional, the devil you know, stay open to gifts from the universe)
14:48 outro (my entire life these days is a cycle of packing and unpacking)

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Thanks for watching. See you for EP 005 — the final Buenos Aires video.
xx
Jessica

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