favorite word vomit - original song

Hello! It's been a while, huh? I guess it's been really crazy over here lately so... yeah. Anyway, I'm not gonna get into this since I'm hearing enough about politics to last a lifetime.

I have plenty of songs that I can post and I guess I've been holding it all off because I had other things to worry about. This is one of the songs I've been meaning to upload ages ago but didn't get around to actually posting. It's not the best, but it definitely is fun to play :)


nobody can vouch for me
nobody can tell me that I've been here all along
'cause I haven't
talk to me for hours
but only half the words can even penetrate
i'm so tired
tell me something and i swear i'll try
but i can't guarantee
make it overwhelming and just pray
i can even put up some kind of a reminder

for me it's hard to memorize
so i just don't
for you, well, i guess it's not the best
but i promise it's something neither of us want

help me!
i'm just tryign to navigate in this chaotic world
no one seems to understand
and if i'm honest - i'm pretty glad they don't
'cause listening in this state is so hard
instead i just blurt out my favorite word vomit
not quite sure what i said, but guess i'm sorry

i've got a pretty short attention span
i said it's not really on me
you still don't like it
you act as if i'm not the one suffering
can you tell i'm absent whenever
i go quiet?
sing me a song, i'll learn all of the words
that's my specialty
don't forget that i'm only human
i can't do any miracles, in case you've forgotten

for me it's hard to memorize
so i just don't
for you, well, i guess it's not the best
but i promise it's something neither of us want

help me! i'm just trying to navigate in this chaotic world
no one seems to understand
and if i'm honest - i'm pretty glad they don't
'cause listening in this state is so hard
instead i just blurt out my favorite word vomit
not quite sure what i said, but guess i'm sorry

whe will you be?


Yeah, so... that's it about the song. Something else I had to say - when this whole mess over here had started, my brother moved back home with his wife and we spent a lot of time together. Because if that, the two of us wrote a song together and recorded it and everything. I wanted to post it after getting 200 subs but the clip isn't ready even now so... yeah. Now my brother isn't even home so we can't work on it together and I'm stuck with that song. I don't know when we'll be able to make a clip together since... we have no idea how or where to even begin.

So that's something else I'm personally looking forward. It's not the best song, but it was fun to write and sing :)

(a request - please, please don't mention politics in the comments. things are bad - got it. I have to sit here and watch the news every day for about six hours a day. I don't need more of that, thank you)

cya! hope you're all doing well!!