i said maybe 2 words today *happy thanksgiving

GET OUT OF THE ROAD
thelonious will give up eventually cos i am a lost cause
family get togethers make me more depressed than anything in the world
fuck expectations
i am feeling this tremendous sense of relief actually
the number forty is quite stigmatized
we've been trained to fear aging
"gone too soon" hahahaha
if you become a celebrity you are essentially signing up to be killed whenever they wanna *it's all about the numbers
i just watched an entire football game yawl
counting the free mason symbols ain't as much fun as it sounds
how many x do these players have to drop the ball or refuse to catch it when they've been trained to play this game for a living
my whole fambly is as sheep as they come
i really don't feel too connected to anyone
i make a lotta art cos i can't do anything else w/ my life
all these people on anti-depressants are skinny n have a libido *in the commercial
i was jotting down poster ideas during the duration of this game
more commercials w/ animals using smartphones
if animals were conscious would they get sucked into technology
i really believe now that the whole purpose of technology is to rob us of our consciousness
if i don't have anything positive to add, imma be quiet, no sad sally anymore
man oh man do i miss doing drugs (esp on holidays)
since i ain't a sheep i'm not excited about most things
liquor/drugs used to be my bff
i don't wanna be that force of negativity at the dinner table
a part of me wants to leave america just to know what real food tastes like